May 17th, 2011 10:55 pm

sometimes i wish i was born without a heart. then i wouldnt know what it feels like to have my heart shattered into millions of pieces that can never be put back together. i wouldnt know what it feels like being almost or practically in love with someone. thats actually good. in this situation. do you know how much it hurts watching the person you like fall for someone else? hear them talk about the other person? see them look oh so damn cute just for that other person. if you dont, i hope you never do. it is the most heart breaking thing anyone ever has to go through. nothing can beat that. if there’s something, then tell me what it is. i really want to know whats more heart breaking than this. i wish i just never noticed that person in the first place. maybe i would be less depressed than what i am now….

May 15th, 2011 2:38 am

its funny…. you make me happy so easily.. its like you just snap your fingers and it turns my frown upside down.. but i can’t seem to make you happy.. every move i do just makes you frown even more… i fail at making you happy…. im sorry.. i love you but i dont love me.. if you only knew… if only…