May 30th, 2011 9:59 pm

you know how there’s moments in life when curiosity drives you to make wrong decisions.. well thats happening now.. im wondering to either, let my curiosity drive me into it.. or be smart and not do it.. and after.. thinking a lot.. and getting the opinion of the person that means a lot to me.. ill take the.. be smart route.. ill not do it.. i might have lost a big opportunity.. but i have to do whats going to be better for me.. thanks for helping me.. and sorry to the ones that will be disappointed..

May 31st, 2011 7:17 pm

I want you to hate me. I want you to hate me so much that you stop thinking about me. but it’s not because I hate you. I can never hate you. I have no reason to hate you. but so I can stop seeing you sad because of me. I really hate myself for making you worry over my stupid decisions. I bet I constantly disappoint you. too bad I make it worse instead of better. I don’t know why I fail at making you happy but I just do. I don’t even know where hating me will take you. but if hating me will make you any happier than now. then go ahead, I won’t stop you. I would much rather lose you so you can be happy than have you around while you’re sad. it would hurt me but I just want you to be happy. now that I think about it, I don’t deserve you. you’re too good for a person like me. and you deserve better people. I’ll understand if you decide to hate me. I just want you to be happy again. and I don’t want to make you even more sad. I guess you can call me stupid for making this suggestion but I’m just trying to think of a way for you to be happy. you’ll never know how much I try just to see you happy. I don’t even know where I’m going with this. I’m sorry you had to meet an idiot like me :I

May 22, 2011 10:46 pm

6 people find a revolver loaded with only one bullet. 1 of the 6 people is miserable, the rest are happy.

so what are they going to do with that revolver?

they’ll play russian roulette. 5 stays and 1 goes.

i hope i’ll go..